Dear diary

Today was a bad day. I wish you'd turn around and hug me instead of turning your back on me. I was, as usual, being irritating to you but you just lose your patience so much easily than i ever remember. I tried to comfort myself but hugging you but all that returned was "go away" and pushing me away. I thought you wanted me around. I thought i could make you feel better. I thought i could make things better by keeping everything down. Where did you go? Please come back. Please.