Do you know how bad i was i wasnt even born sometimes? Being given birth gives someone a right over your life - you owe your whole life to them no matter what. You have to do everything you can to "be filial".
I dont like that.
I feel so unloved and uncared for that all i am is a machine. Oh, i need money, take it from her. Oh, you wanna study? NO. WORK. SO YOU CAN GIVE ME MONEY. If you wanna study you pay for it on your own.
All i wanna be is happy. I'm sorry i am selfish for moving away. It hurts me every day but i can only do so much. I have only so much effort left in me and i really want to keep most of them for myself, for the one i love, and for the things i choose to do.
I used to regret not working harder so i dont have to say sorry to anyone of you out there. But all i can say is i'm sorry now. Because i dont want you to live like me. I dont want to be like them.