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Thursday, August 31, 2017

Supposed

A day which i am supposed to be the most happy, but somehow all the expectations and stress is making me feel so weighed down and annoyed. 

I just want to say that people who needs your explanation are people who wont understand you. And people who understand you wont even ask for any explanation. 

The more you try to justify yourself to people who dont understand, they either just wont ever understand, or they will end up misunderstanding more. 

Tired of all the bullshit. Sometimes i think - isnt this person very money minded for doing this and this? But then again, i'm the one putting my mind on the money, thereby feeling this way - and aren't i the money minded one then?

Its hard to put a finger down to how much i want to draw the line. But all i want is... to be happy. 

But the more i try, the more i cant. 

Sigh.