Thursday, March 27, 2014

Do you wanna....what?

Creativity knows no boundaries

Friday, March 21, 2014

Cuppy cakes

Its the most successful cupcake attempt ever. So moist and fluffy on the inside! Perfect blend of banana and walnuts! Mmmmm.

Domestic goddess to be. Heh

If i have all the time in the world, i'd make sure you eat home prepared meals all the time. 
Home baked pastries for brekkie, a little lunch box of lunch (quinoa recipes?) and come home to a hearty dinner. So blissful aint it?

Thank you for you ❤️

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Cant be tamed

"Our hearts are wild creatures, thats why our ribs are cages"

Thursday, March 13, 2014

Rest well

Maybe you might have read about Lee Jia Yao (JY). Looking through her posts made me so heartbroken and ...alive. 


可惜的是,她不知道最难熬的,比一闭眼 催眠自己 咬紧牙关 哭到累了 也会过的。多少次我们那么多人都走过来了。

是 我们不懂你的痛
是 我们不懂他多爱你
是 没人懂你为他那么那么付出




Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Like a rose

Much vitality
A symbol of romance, love and delicateness 

So beautiful
But we often neglect her thorns

Its beholder ignores her pain and removed her thorns
She's defenceless

But she like it that way

Thursday, March 6, 2014


Its there. The ultrasound shows it.

I'm ready.

And for fuck's sake? STOP ACTING LIKE YOU KNOW ME.

I hate it.

But thank you, for being with me to the clinic, for being so ready to take leave so I don't have to go through this all by myself. I love you :)

My life is tougher than yours.
That makes me ME. Good luck and see you on the other side.

Tuesday, March 4, 2014


Its big and painful but i really hope its not a tumour. I cant afford to be sick :( 

Breaks my heart to imagine my parents being sad or worried cause of me. Sitting at Starbucks and wondering whats wrong with me. 

I know i'm worried but i just cant bring myself to go to the hospital. I threw thr referral letter aside cause i want to think i am fine. Maybe it'll go away. I hope it does :(

Things i keep telling myself these days: You Only Live Once.
Trying to love myself a little more but really i just wanna cry cause i dont wanna cut my face. 

Be with me my Angel.