Jiayou

Work harder!!!

$$$

:(

Want to cry all the time

Not appreciated

我那么尽力为什么

慢慢淡化吧

也许好一点

I guess when you miss someone a lot, you tend to expect the same

But when someone is having fun without you, you become dispensible 

About right. 

Spent the day looking and planning for things we can do, see, go, have fun. 

Looking at possible ways to help with your back pain. Reading up. Learning more. 

Be understanding that you're tired. 

Not be annoying when a conversation leads nowhere. 

Who likes a conversation when you are the only party asking questions all the time and the response you get are likw reading an interview?

I'll just learn to fade away and not be so vested anymore. 

So different. So distant. So heart breaking. 

Konnichiwa

T-1.5months to Japan

Every time i see pictures of japan in its glorious ways, be it food, nature, touristy traps, my heart swells with so much pride and happiness. 

I think i will cry a lot when i go there. 

Little steps

I saved 2 snails today. 

I got 2 verbal compliments today. 

Hehe baby steps huishi

You will!

End

Is this really the end?

Wait for mama, maybe we can be together soon

Missing you