Haemophobia

16.01.2016

Realised how much my heart hurts when i see you in pain :(

Cri*

And realised i am a haemophobe. For real. Sigh #weak

Vacant

Feeling so upset

Gratitude

Xmas used to be a waste of money - spending money to buy gifts for people i dont care about just for the sake of celebration. I was miserable and i didnt enjoy. 

Xmas today was heartwarming. We took time to walk to a quiet bistro and had a hearty breakfast. Then took bus to watch a movie. Strolled around the mall hand in hand. 

Youre closer to my heart than you'll ever know. 

Thank you for teaching me to be kind, honest, helpful and humane. As much as i try to be. 

I dont need to have my heart racing or my face flushing all the time. I'd rather have my heart flushing and brimming with security more than anything. 

Till the day i breathe my last

Love, 

H

After dark

Shhhh

The monsters...

They roam. 

Always in my heart

Never given a chance to celebrate your birth, never even had a name

Still an ache in the same spot, over and over

Greed

Off the shelf

He said hes gonna marry me in Paris