Be strong

Trying hard not to hear

But they talk so loud

Their piercing sounds fill my ears

Try to fill me with doubt

Yet I know that the goal

Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace

And in this world of loneliness

I see your face

Yet everyone around me

Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

Needs

Money cant buy us what we need. Not as in material needs, but emotional needs. 

Pretty much an oxymoron. But often, people cant understand it. Not too sure why, but i supposed some are blessed with all the things they ever need. 

I'm a lone ranger. I sometimes dislike company, especially bad ones. Or those which i feel are making use of me. But isnt that the essence of company? I make use of you and vice versa. Somehow i just dont like this feeling of people getting together for the sake of this. 

I wish i can survive alone, but i was built to be dependent. I really need listening ears sometimes, but its a total tragic to browse through the entire list and realise i dont have people i can talk to. 

Therefore, i need friends. I may not need to know who are you, nor do you need to know me well. We will just talk to each other, maintain the mystery, and keep each other sane. 

Hit me up,

huishi_@hotmail.com

If i find it comfortable enough, we can talk. Promise!

Sunday for the Outliers

Day started an inch before noon, and had to rush to the kid's place.

Teaching has always been something I love doing.

Be it music, or curriculum subjects, I always feel so unexplainably happy when I see these kids learn.

Of course, improvements are bonuses, but at the end of the day, what I see myself doing is influencing people.

Many might not agree/know, but an educator's like is all about Impacting.

You impart your knowledge to a sheep who lost its way in this paper chase world, one day the sheep might become a shepherd himself and thank you astronomically.

Went food-less till my body objected by shivering and threatening to 'force shutdown' with a bad giddy spell.

After battling with myself till I finally got home, fed myself with lots of Greenfield's and carbo, and now I feel like I need to shop so bad.

Haha, have you felt like you need to spend money to reward yourself after a long day at work?

I do feel like this more than I should, I feel. 

7pm, but the skies seem to habour a 12pm sun which refuses to go away.

My sunburnt favourite returned with a sun scorched face and I thought it looked kinda cute.

Flushed face and tanned skin. Always good for me.

Just 20 mins in the room, and when I stepped out, it seems like the 12pm sun decided to pull an MIA.

Skies turned mysteriously dark and I thought that was kind of beautiful.

Snuggling up to you now and for time to come.

Feels so good, so good.

Thank you for loving me :)

I am a petty ghost

I get angry at too many things too easily.

Time to take a separate stand and be easier on the anger!
This ain't no jokin' matter, yo

Breathe in breathe outttttttt

Had to say

First time I puked all over myself on the bus ride to work.
Freaking smelly and puke went inside my clothes and dried up.

Why can't I not be motion sick?

But so thankful for all the angels I've been meeting these days.
This Angel who sat opposite me was SO SO SO kind that he offered me tissue!
And the best thing is I PUKED ON HIM TOO omglol.
He didn't wipe himself first, and he still smiled at me! (with puke on himself!!!)
Seriously?

Another Angel I met was when I knocked out on the bus ride to work.
And everyone left me there, except for her.
"Hello, reach liao!" HEHE. So nice.

Okay, point to note. My bus ride typically takes about an hour to 1 hour 45 mins depending on the traffic.
So things that happen within this time period is really indescribable.

Thank you for keeping me in your prayers, whoever you are.
I know I'm blessed in so many ways and I'm really grateful in every possible way too!

I do have pictures of puke on myself...but I think dont need upload la, too gross.
Too fucking gross.

stuck here

Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack

Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels

Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed

I've been dying to ask

How are you?