Sometimes I'd question myself. Why is it that everyone else is living comfortably while I've to "suffer" at work and live from hand to mouth, pay pay check after pay check. I've to think twice, thrice and all day long to convince myself to get something before I really do. Sometimes I've to convince myself to dislike something I really like!
But again, what's so bad about that? Have you tried paying through your own life? I feel that I'm not doing enough. I'm paying for school, bills and driving, and I feel that I must earn more so I can give some to my family too. I believe my dad/mum didn't want to be selfish when it comes to spending on us. That explains the spoilt beat I secretly am, maybe.
The "high" I get when my boss's boss says he respect me for what I do. But in the same sharing session, he said my attitude sucks. Hahaha first time, yo. 'cause my personality is who I am, and my attitude depends on who you are :) If my attitude sucks, it probably reflects on how I think about you .............get the drift?
Being the disgustingly narcissistic optimist I am, I choose to believe: the stronger the wind, the stronger the trees. And, with every storm comes a rainbow (whether you see it or not is another thing altogether).
Take advantage of my good mood! It's not often that I will wanna write such motivational stuff k. You think I give a fuck about you? Hahaha no. Just stay focused with your life and move forward, cause with every step you take, you're paving out a new adventure. Yeah, scary, but once you get through that, you'd be so proud to say you've "been there, done that"!
Not too bad, quite a long entry. Haha. One last point.
"if you're just using this as a bridge, why not clock good mileage at the same time?"
2 Talked back:
Your attitude really sucks,and your boss is not wrong about it.
You are very ugly and turn off too by the way. You are so irksome in guys' eyes that is why your bf treated you like dirt.
No worries, express your mediocre thoughts and carry on judging me :)
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