Really?

All these thoughts they devour me. They eat me up from the inside. They keep me up on my sleepless nights.

I feel that I can try try try but I will never hold a candle to, and you'd never allow anyone else to. Somehow it just doesn't make perfect sense, but at the same time it does.

Jealousy? Yearn?

I can go on forever. Thinking about the seemingly endless chain of possibilities and they all only end up in one lost cause. The same one, over and over again. I don't wanna implement, and I think it is unfair.

Can I ever stop this questioning? Please make me stop.